January 2012
9 posts
1 tag
you know
i shouldn’t be hurt
i shouldn’t be offended
i shouldn’t be jealous
i shouldn’t miss you
and i shouldn’t wish i was there
i shouldn’t wonder what things would be like if only i met you a little later in life
if i knew what i know now, then.
how different would things be?
would they be?
i’m just “that guy”
“that guy” i...
2 tags
What happened to that boy who could rise above this
What happened to the boy who preferred to understand than to judge this
What happened to the boy who cared nought for what others thought
and never would have allowed himself to be bought
What happened to the boy who chose self developement to fame
but instead his pride has now been replaced with shame
He searched for truth and justice, in...
i really am
truly glad you moved on. In retrospect, I am very happy to have met you, and known you in the way I did. There is so much of life to live, so many moments to experience, and I’m just glad I was able to meet, and to learn from you. So much of our friendship I enjoyed, even though much I didn’t. You entered and remained in my life for more than a fleeting moment, though the time was...
fear
ah fear, terrible, controlling, paralyzing fear.
we all have fears, there is not a person without them, though they may seem to be without it.
they appear to be greater than the average man. these people take action where others would freeze. they appear free, while others chained. they seem fearless.
but great men are not born of a lack of fear.
no
great men have fear, just as much as you or...
answers for the insecure, or unhappy
i used to ask myself these question constantly.
what’s wrong with me?
what did i do?
i fucked this up again.
can’t do anything right
eventually you’ll get tired of looking at what’s wrong with you.
you’ll realize that theres not only something wrong with you, but with everyone, every person you’ll ever meet is flawed.
admittedly, some make it more obvious...
for me, writing has for the most part come to a screeching halt. i barely write here, and i no longer keep a notebook, except for informational purposes. i had almost five notebooks filled from the past year and a half. i destroyed them. i bought a bottle of lighter fluid, and a pack of matches, then i went down to a private section of the waterfront on the lake where i knew they had grills. i...
December 2011
2 posts
who knew eating a poppy seed bagel could make you fail a drug test?
Back to the grind tomorrow. It’s been a good visit with my family. I got trashed at the bar with Steve. Didn’t buy one drink. I had a good time up until I got home, when the reguritation began. Even though I can legallydrink it now. Fuck alcohol. I still feel slightly queasy. Anyway, Hope you enjoyed the birthday update. Now I must go prepare for a nice seven hour Train ride.
November 2011
5 posts
it feels good to feel good.
i miss the way you look at me, and how you play with my hair.
i miss just holding you in my arms, and how it made dissappear all my cares.
i love the way you loved me, even when i didn’t like myself.
i love the way you offered advice, even though i never asked for help.
you gave me everything, and i took it all away.
now i’m hanging by a thread, just trying to get through the...
creed
my mind is on the run, and i can’t stop, even if i wanted to. it’s racing towards the finish, even though it knows this journey can only end in death. it wants to get there, but isn’t entirely sure where there is.
sweet apathy
October 2011
3 posts
i was mad at you for walking away,
but i walked away first didn’t I?
i did it
now its time to do it again
please remember
my dear
being afraid means your on to something.
it means your going somewhere you have yet to go, it means theres a risk.
because everything great, always and without fail, comes with great risk.
take it.
September 2011
2 posts
i miss you
“Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind, don’t matter, and...”
– Dr. Seuss (via horsesandweed)
favorite quote :D
(via jnov)
tis the shit
August 2011
2 posts
“I think there’s two ways of looking at the idea of understanding. One is if you don’t look you never will see. And the other is, if you look a little less you’ll understand a hell of a lot more.” ~In the Electric Mist
can you take me higher?
July 2011
7 posts
what is knowledge without the wisdom to apply it? it is like picking up a book and looking at the words on the page but not knowing how to read.
Listen
one of the greatest bands around these days
Listen
Listen
do we pass time, or does time pass us?
“We have to believe in free will. We’ve got no choice.”
– Isaac Bashevis Singer (via lawful)
June 2011
3 posts
We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars. ~Oscar Wilde
boom ba boom ba boom boom boom
yea
Every day.
Don’t let someone tell you who you are.
May 2010
1 post
I saw this bumper sticker on a car in the a&p....
When the power of love overcomes the love of power,
The world will know peace.
April 2010
2 posts
nothomosexual-gayvannah:
I find myself as interesting as white rice. Bland, boring and tasteless. Those are all good adjectives I share in common with it.
I love white rice, just salt to taste. : )
Stand still, time will continue moving.
It waits for no-one and no-thing.
February 2010
0 posts
“Don’t attach yourself to anyone who shows you the least bit of attention because you’re lonely. Loneliness is the human condition. No one is ever going to fill that space. The best you can do is know yourself… know what you want”
-White Oleander
January 2010
3 posts
I believe that to withhold forgiveness is to choose to continue to remain the victim. Remember, you always have the choice.
-Larry James
Flatter me, and I may not believe you.
Criticize me, and I may not like you.
Ignore me, and I may not forgive you.
Encourage me, and I may not forget you.
-William Arthur
November 2009
5 posts
well thats obnoxious
cool dude
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“IF you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it...”
– Rudyard Kipling
Life
Set an example.
October 2009
15 posts
Take You Back- Jeremy Camp
“The reason why I stand
The answer lies in you
You hung to make me strong...”
– Jeremy Camp
“We’ve all got scars as big as ours
A token for the pain we hide inside of...”
– My Favorite Highway
All you need all you need is love.