i used to ask myself these question constantly.
what’s wrong with me?
what did i do?
i fucked this up again.
can’t do anything right
eventually you’ll get tired of looking at what’s wrong with you.
you’ll realize that theres not only something wrong with you, but with everyone, every person you’ll ever meet is flawed.
admittedly, some make it more obvious than others,
but not one of us can say that we are not human.
the majority of the time, our own flaws seem much more magnified to ourselves than to everyone else, because we are the ones whom allow these flaws to take our attentions away from whats important.
what’s right.
what is inherently good about us, what is so perfect that even God couldn’t have done it better.
And he couldn’t have, he blessed each and every one of us with our own gifts, and our own flaws.
What would we be if there were no flaws anyway?
we would be perfect, correct?
but how could there be perfection if there is no flaws, if there is nothing that is not perfect?
how can there be good, without bad?
no, there couldn’t be. we must have these comparisons. for this is how we base our own attitudes, our perceptions, and our likes and dislikes.
without these “flaws” we wouldn’t be much more than mindless robots, going about our days simply doing. neither good nor bad, not enjoyable nor unenjoyable, just blah. nothing
These things make us unique, and without them we would not be.
The funny thing is, to you they may be flaws, they may be the worst possible thing you can imagine about yourself, but someone might find endearing what you deem repulsive, attractive what you consider unnattractive.
There is only one way to ever know.
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